The worst pain ever

Hello guys .

This is the sixth day , i suffering for fever but I think i'm getting well then yesterday . So , tonight i think it would be nice if i post something that i think the worst thing ever.

Yes , aku kena demam yang agak teruk and suhu dia pun dah boleh mati la orang kata. So , i will start by tulis semua balik beserta tarikh and what had happened on that day .

Monday-28/11/2016

Pagi tu aku sihat je lagi . Tapi I keep on sneezing but i dont take any medicine pun . Just ingatkan resdung . But this time , bersin dia lain macam and boleh kata setiap minit bersin saje . Tapi , aku buat bodoh . Masih boleh pagi tu cuci sangkar kucing , mandikan kucing , masak untuk mama sebab mama tak larat pagi tu , kemas rumah semua . 

Petang

I started to feel that i need to take flu pills . Makan satu pills and around 8 , i dah tido . Terjaga pukul 10 and sembahyang isyak . Masa ambik wudhuk , air sejuk sangat bila kena tangan , kaki and lagi lagi muka . My face rasa panas sangat lagi lagi dekat area mata and hidung but i thought takde apa . so back to my room , selimutkan badan sebab sejuk sangat . But then , i cant sleep . My body started to shivering and i can feel my tangan  , kaki panas macam haba . I ingat badan i keluarkan haba sebab suasana sejuk . Keluar bilik , and i said to my dad rasa macam badan tak sihat . Dia carikan panadol and i sleep .

1.30 A.M.

Terjaga and dahaga sangat . and it keep repeating until 5 pagi . EVERY HOURS I BANGUN CARI AIR . 

Tuesday-29/11/2016

Subuh

I was crying because it was too cold . datang bilik mama and said i demam . 

The worst subuh prayer ever i ever performed . Dia punya sejuk air wudhuk sampai rasa tak tahulah nak cakap apa . My body so weak , the weather is killing me. Sembahyang subuh dalam keadaan terketar ketar and i can remembered that bila sujud i tak boleh nak bangun balik , sebab badan dan kepala berat sangat . 

Morning before 2PM

Baring dalam bilik ,  and tutup semua badan dengan blanket . but it was too cold jugak . Makan panadol but it didnt work at all

2PM 

Pergi klinik , take the blood test see the doctor

suhu :39.3c

I was suspected denggi

Wednesday - 30/11/2016

My fever tak jugak kebah . 

Pergi klinik that pagi

suhu :38

blood test again

My platelet and darah putih drop badly

Night

that night was terribble . I mimpi bukan bukan . That demam teruk sangat , kepala berat sangat , selsema buat hidung i block and the worst one the coldness . panas badan i sangat la panas sampai my mom said my dada , mata muka turned red . She's almost call the ambulances that night when she saw me bergelut macam nak mati dah . She take care me well that night . she s crying . i bernafas guna mulut , it was worse . Two panadols langsung tak beri kesan

Thursday-1/12/2016

Mama called someone around my house . Cik mas nama dia . and she did 'tetemas' . it was like traditional perubatan . macam check  if i demam sebab ada benda kacau or ngikut . and cik mas said something ada around me and tegur i . Maybe mungkin masa i cuci sangkar kat belakang . perhaps

tengahari

pergi klinik and still the same .

platelet jatuh and darah putih tetap jatuh 

suhu :37.3 

Friday-2/12/2016

Rasa dah ok sikit . Setelah malam tadi berbotol botol air badak , cool fever dan sebagainya hahahhaha. But pening pening sikit

Tak ambik darah dah .

And today , I rasa i dah sihat but ada la batuk batuk and selsema sikit . Tapi rasa lemah sikit badan .

so the conclusion is sakit datang dari Allah dan kita cuma perlu redho dengan apa yang diberi . Ada yang kata jiha sakit sebab kena tegur , but then sebenarnya sakit ni peringatan dari Allah . I just cant accept orang cakap macam tu . Dah memang tiba masa nak sakit lepas dah bape lama tak sakit .

so that's all . Babai

ma salamah

Najihah Sazuani

Grateful

Alhamdulilah

All praise to Allah

For this chance

to let me able to seek knowledge

to learn more

to understand better

to know that everything comes from Him

so that I know how to be grateful when I achieved something.

Alhamdulilah

There no words that I can describe how I felt

when I knew that I am near to fail

but then you help me

by letting me pass

without your 'will' and 'love' towards me

I will fail

Alhamdulilah

for everything you gave

Rabbi , Merciful

My gratitude towards you is not enough through words

only you know how I felt

Alhamdulilah

Ya Rahman

Ya Rahim

You placed me in this place

which turn me

which make me realize

which give hand to me

to know more about you

more and more

Allah

Ya Muhaimin

Ya Wahhab

Don't let me fall

Don't let me go beyond the wall

Don't let me cross the roads alone

Do guide me

because this world is Yours

and I need you

to always be there .

Wondering

Hai , everybody.

Well , it's raining outside and yes my mood for blogging malam ni datang awal pulak . Biasanya entry blog selalu tgh malam , tapi tiba tiba pulak kali ni awal pulak . So , kali ni entry takde pasal sharing any new news but malam ni im just want to share what i have been wondering these few days . 

 I have been wondering a lot of things which I can t get any relevant answer from my friends and yeah from my mom too . I dont know whether i don t agree with their answer or opinion or im just too young to think about this . But I think , I m already 19 and I deserved to know about this or I can say that "I m ready for this".

I have been thinking some questions and I would like to post it here .

So i have been thinking -

-Why that people said being second wife is like you 'hancurkan kebahagiaan rumahtangga orang"and you 'pompuan jahat'

-Adakah kita gatal kalau kita yang mula first step untuk bercinta ?

-Kenapa orang suka bash perempuan makeup 

-Kenapa lelaki hensem selalu end up dengan perempuan tak lawa

-Kenapa mesti belajar something or ambik course something yang jamin kerja ? kenapa bukan sebab niat kita yang memang nak belajar benda tu ?

Jadi i rasa ,  i should pikir something yang benefit mcam pasal agama ke politik ke agama ke rather than semua benda merapu ni . 

Ma salamah :)

#iWaniYou

Drama : Sufism

Assalamualaikum :)

Hai and hello to everyone . So yesterday , check page view untuk talk show meletop and alhamdulilah , I was so happy+excited sebab pageview entry lepas sampai 40 something . Thank you silent readers sebab larat baca benda meleret leret hahahahah.

So tonight , ada mood nak bukak laptop nak update blog plus entry lepas dah janji nak update sufism. Overall boleh cakap , task ni agak susah sebab rasanya group kami paling susah tajuk sir asyraf kasi. Sufism basically ada kaitan dengan agama , which mostly berkait rapat dengan manusia yang obses dgn agama and dia detach which mean dia jauhkan diri dari duniawi and tumpukan 100 percent pada kehidupan lepas mati . Usually sufism bawa maksud yang agak extreme . Correct me if i'm wrong sebab aku pun tak tahu sangat benda ni . Inipun dari hasil google and member member.

But Alhamudlilah , sir tak nak kami buat something yang berkaitan agama but benda lain . Susah nak terang part ni , sebab tbvh sampai sekarang tak dapat dapat pham apa itu sufism huhuhuhuhu.

Jadi , this task aku , azi and fatin masih bersama kahakahakaha. Tak tahu kenapa mungkin sebab kami sama sama budak baru so sebab tu kot digandingkan bersama . idk . Kali ni group dengan semua girl which make everything easy untuk buat kerja :)

Task kali ni memang agak susah , which kitaorang took almost four to five days nak discuss , setup semua benda and prop . Tapi , Allah permudahkan kerja kitaorang bila Azi start tunjuk video imam al-ghazali yang memang deep . Ingat nak kongsi dekat sini tapi lupa plak nak mintak kat azi .

Dalam video tu ada cakap , tentang empat perkara which someone kena eliminate kalau nak sucikan hati jadi baik which are

1.Conformism

2.Sin

3.Wealth

4.and the last one tak ingat 

So ,i think itu saje untuk entry kali ni . Nak explain drama ni agak susah and that's make me blank . Last but not least , i was so grateful to be one of the members of this group sebab this group memang kaki gossip which memang best+diorang suka makan jugak ahhahahaha . Thank you korang , see u in gombak and do forgive me in case ada terlepas cakap atau terkasar bahasa .Well done for this group sebab kerja laju and tak bertangguh plus all the girls in this group cantik hehehhe. 

last but not least , sesi payung gambar :)

 Diana 

She is so nice plus she looks so sweet when she was smiling . Dia akan senyum lebau tayang gigi . Thank you yana , your cheese cake sedap tau hehehe

Asyikin Wahid

This girl memang very polite , lemah lembut and plus she is so cute . Teringat part dia joget untuk scene dalam pub hahahahahahahah :)

Fatin+Elyia

Yang ni memang kaki gelak je all the time . Terhibur sebab dua manusia ni la . Thanks for cheer up everything babe :)

Enjay 

Share the same name , share the same birthday with me hehehehe . Ni tukang penggerak group , idk kalau takde dia kitaorang memang tak gerak apa pun satu kerja group . Thanks enjay <3

+Azi 

Azi takde gambar kau . So malas nak tulis apa apa pasal kau kahakahaakah.

Without Azi

 With Azi 

 The whole class :)

 +few of my classmates

Najmina yang cute+sweet . 

Btw group dia present drama "oriental". This is najmina yang sangat friendly , talkative and dia single.

 Zul 

My fav person in class . Gandingan meletop haritu buat kitaorang rapat . Zul present drama for Apocalypse . 

Hanna and me . 

Hanna agak garang muka dia , but tbvh dia baik and know what dia lembut actually :) Hanna present untuk gothic and yes group dia paling best bagi aku .

Thank you and babai .

Ma salamah :)

#iWaniYou

Talk Show - MELETOP

Hai assalamualaikum :)

Salam tengah pagi buta , salam mengantuk dan salam lapar sebab takde apa nak makan .

So , pheww alhamdulilah dah selamat balik ke villa balik lepas dua minggu tak balik . Sumpah rasa nak meraung tiap tiap malam ada discussion and practise sekali harung dalam dua minggu ni. Bila dah balik ni baru rasa free nak ada masa depan laptop , and back to my passion again which is blogging instead of baking. Dah lama dalam otak nak update benda ni , tapi sebab last week busy dengan drama yang susah gila nak mati tu , jadi terpaksa matikan niat . Minggu lepas memang penat sebab semua benda nak harung sekali dengan presentation stq , drama , quiz stats lepastu dengan siapakan project statistics . Masa untuk diri sendiri pun takde , sampai tiap tiap hari discussion pakai tudung yang sama sebab takde masa nak basuh baju tudung smua (tak sebenarnya malas hehehhe). Alhamdulilah dipermudahkan urusan , semua yang nak settle sebelum cuti semuanya siap :)

Ok back to the intention , malam ni nak update pasal one of assesment from public speaking class which quite easy but yet challenging to me actually . So the assement was SPECIAL OCCASION . Bunyi senang , tapi sebenarnya payah nak mampus. The whole class said the assesment was quite easy plus my sir pun cakap macam tu . So basically , why I said benda ni susah sebab

I had to cooperate with three guys 

Sebenarnya takde masalah pun , nak cooperate dengan diorang sebab sekolah campur laki pompuan kan . Tapi yang jadi masalahnya , takut sebab tak pernah kenal , muka semua innocent (suci gila tambah tambah irfan) , and yes perasaan diorang towards me and my friend fatin (assumption) sebab kitaorang budak baru kan jadi takut tak ngam . Ah , lupa nak cakap , cemana boleh satu geng dengan tiga mamat ni . So , masa tgh bahagi group both of us macam mati kaku sebab semuorang ada geng . Najmina was so nice invite aku masuk group dia , and masa tu sebak la jugak sebab fatin macam sengsorang takde sape nak invite sebab semua group dah full . Bila dah duduk sekali dengan najmina , tiba tiba pulak sir ni dia main kenakan kami berdua suruh masuk group this three guys . I noticed fatin almost crying that time , serba salah gila sebab I was supposedly teman dia sebab memang dri first day kitaorang kenal so rapat la jadinya . Muka dia tambah lagi merah bila group tu takde perempuan langsung . Sir tengok aku , aku tengok sir time tu . I guessed sir boleh baca my mind that fatin memang malu and sedih , so sir suruh aku masuk . Aku pun macam willingly masuk group tu sbab kejam la aku tinggai partner aku yang bersusah payah cari idea time assesment tazkirah dulu . Masa ni najmina dengan riza willingly nak masuk group sana , but who's the hell nak biar kawan susah senang sorang sorang. So itu je utk perkenalan.

 Three days later , malam isnin or malam ahad we had our first discussion . Masa ni chemistry memang dah rasa , bilik kitaorang discussed tu memang bising dengan gelak kitaorang je (no i was actually who was gelak kuat sangat) and yes chemistry dah rasa gila . Zul was so nice , sangat sangat friendly sampai aku sendiri terkejut sebab dia ramah sangat . Zul if you read this , I just want to say - kau buat orang baru kenal dengan kau macam dah bertahun kenal (tbvh). Azi was full with sense of humour which I could said dia punya lawak memang best sampai takde sesaat pun rasa bosan . And the last guy , Irfan. Susah nak baca dia ni , which i can said at first dia macam malu masa discussion tapi after 15 minutes dia duduk , dia dah start panas engine and change jadi opposite bukan dia yang pendiam macam dalam kelas and started to make a lot of jokes , but only two jokes yang menjadi hahahahhahha. So i guess dia selesa and dah dah dapat feel nak berkerjasama , So tbvh malam tu , was quite happening and splendid sebab I was like terhibur sangat and malam tu terdetik dalam hati 'impression selalunya salah , tapi hati ke hati selalu benar'.

Ok , so back to talk show . Malam tu jugak decide nak buat apa , and kami sebulat suara pilih "MELETOP" sebab rasa rasanya meletop  yang mcam senang untuk buat . So , malam tu jugak start agih tugas . Serious mudah gila kerja , takde rasa macam payah pun nak cari idea. 

Me+Zul - Host Meletop

Azi and irfan- new band 

Fatin- new artist 

So , selesai benda tu ,petang esok diorang dah start sesi photoshoot . Acah acah artis sebab konon diorang keluarkan album baru la kononya.

 Before 

After :)

Cantik kan ? so kitaorang sama sama tampal kertas dah siap print atas kotak , and tampal atas satu kotak empat segi biar nampak macam album .

So , malam before special occasion day , kitaorang baru practise sungguh but still in mood gelak gila gila masih ada .

took a selfie when they were busy practising hehehe

alamak dua mamat ni noticed la pulak hahah

credit :Irfan
 So yang ni plannya satu satu huruf untuk meletop potong and tampal dekat whiteboard . Ni je prop kitaorang ada .

My lovely kad meletop made by fatin for me and zul . Thank you atin , jiha simpan ni dalam file , sayang sangat sebab kad ni nampak real gila macam neelofa selalu pegang masa dalam meletop :)

So esoknyaaaaaa

Kitaorang group kedua , and i was like nervous gila sampai rasa nak muntah pagi tu . Tapi alhamdulilah , teammates semua dalam whatsapp group support and yes i had that confidence back. Malas nak cerita panjang , belanja video sikit (but jiha cut cut sikit sebab ada action tak behave ) and few photos after done talk show .

gedik gila nak mati masa ni . AHAHAHAHAHHA

Belanja irfan azzi buat show .

Song:Tanah tumpah darahku.

So , aku ni cengeng sikit orangnya . lagu ni sumpah deep , mata dah berair cepat cepat lap time ni jugak hahahahahhahhaha

Meletop tengah live timeni.

Credit:Elyia 

Perfect photo :)

 paling sayang paling suka gambar ni 

I dont remembered what sir asyraf cakap time ni , but irfan dengan i memang gelak gila bila dengar .

Sir Asyraf impress with the album hahahahahahaaaaa

So that 's all for this morning . Took almost two hours untuk entry special occassion . To sum all apa yang aku boleh cakap , i was so happy sebab task ni berjalan lancar , timing tak lebih masa , and yes memang sangat sangat happening kelas time ni . Semua orang bersorak and nampak sangat enjoy time ni . 

Thank you my teammates , i was so happy and fall in love with your kindness and humbleness . Paling sporting paling baik paling jujur and paling sempoi . My last words ,maafkan jiha in case i said something yang buat korang terasa hati atau apa apa je la without i noticed it . Deep in my heart , i was so grateful and glad to know all of you . Sumpah sayang korang and hope to see u in gombak . 

So before end belanja gambar dengan few of my classmates and for the first time pakai baju mama beli yang dh lama simpan dalam almari tak dipakai pakai . Tak de confidence pakai biru time ni hahahahhahahahha. 

coming up next entry : Drama Sufism 

Ma salamah :)

#iWaniYou

My passion

Semalam adalah hari yang paling seronok dalam hidup !!

Guess what semalam jadi hari yang paling menyeronokkan sebab semalam dapat "MEMBAKING" untuk kelas public speaking . Ya Rabbi dia punya seronok baking kat depan sampai tak sedar audience tengah tengok perangai yang kita syok sendiri membaking heheheheh.

So , last week I went back to Ipoh . For the sake of God , all the way to Ipoh , I was thinking what should I demonstrated for my public speaking class . My mind was so blank , (yeah , you should be blank and blur because you don t have any special talent at all) and I couldn't even think . 

Bila malam sabtu , perasaan gelisah tu makin menjadi-jadi sebab macam tak jumpa jugak idea nak bawak balik cfs and for that reason , I woke up for qiamulail on that day and perform my solat hajat .

Pergi ke dapur lepas solat sebab dahaga sangat , and when I was drinking my milo , I looked up at my mom's shelves and yeah nampak my mixer :) Ya Allah masa tu , terus rasa nak nangis sebab Allah kabulkan doa cepat sangat siap bagi petunjuk depan mata :)

Before this , Aimi ada cakap buat la kek kalau kau rasa nak buat . She encouraged me to do that but I don t think I will bawak mixer yang berat tu nak pergi kelas untuk demo semata mata . Tapi end up , I did that hahahahahhaha.

Jadinya , pukul 4 pagi panjat almari untuk ambik mixer . Sekali lagi menitik air mata sebab lately ni takde masa nak baking . Last baked masa raya hari tu ): Sayang sangat dekat mixer , because it has sentimental value on it . My dad bought it for me when I was form 4 . Nak sangat mixer sebab masa tu terpengaruh dengan kawan yang memang rajin sangat buat kek . So abah pun beli . And yeay , to make it become more memorable , my first cake that I made using that mixer adalah kek choclate . And yeay it went well like what I had planned . Alhamdulilah . And since that day , abah kept on encouraging me to bake , to bake , and to bake. Boleh kata oven tu tak pernah tak panas la .

Oh back to the story , so pagi buta tu jugak cari resepi nk buat kek , which at first I thought I m going to make "Red Velvet cake" but unfortunaly my sister said , better buat kek senang . Nanti senang orang ingat resepi and cara buat .Cari punya cari and yeahhh last sekali back to the resipi yang aimi cadangkan HAHAHHHAHA which is Oreo Cheese Cake.

Benda simple , celah gigi je buat . Jadinya buat je la , barang pun tak mahal nak beli . 

Jadi atas ni , recipe untuk kek oreo cheese cake :)

So , last night was quite fun because I made that cake well . Everyone love it . So next agenda , rasanya nak buat kek red velvet :)

Ma salamah :)

Routine

Hai , salam asar empat rakaat.


So , btw in my previous post , i had shared to all of you that I m in diet right now . And Alhamdulilah it went well like what I had planned . So basically today is my 28 days which I didn't eat rice and of course managed to survive from it .


Jadi tak sabar nak tunggu lagi dua hari untuk timbang berat after one month berperang dengan nafsu. Setakat ni takde lah kurus mana sebab ye lah tak disusuli dengan exercise. I just cut down my food which I avoid carbohydrate sebab kalau ambik memang tak menjadi la dietnya.

Ramai je cakap , kenapa tinggal nasi ? kalau tinggal nasi ingat boleh kurus ke ? - this is the common questions that I got. Tapi please la jadi supportive sikit tengok member semangat nak kurus. Quite sad here actually.

My reasons why I left rice is because kalau i ambik nasi confirm i akan tambah lauk kan ? penipu giler la kalau makan nasi dengan sayur je . mesti tambah kari , tambah ayam goreng tambah begedil tambah asam pedas tambah memacam lagi la . Memang tak kurus la jawabnya. So that's my reason. Sumpah cakap aku bukan jenis la yang kuat nak lawan nafsu , so better la avoid consume nasi kan .

Overall , apa yang aku makan agak sihat la walaupun kadang kadang bila datang cheat day , dia punya mengkedarah agak dasyat la jugak . Ramen korea tu toksah cakap la , benda tu bangun tido masa cheat day terus cari nak makan ahhahahahahhhaa . 500 something kalori dia and I was like what on the earth yang aku dh telan . *menangis tepi katil* tapi lepas tu lek lek je sebab tak kisah sangat.

Hari hari macam nak gila makan keotiaw sup , bihun sup ataupun laksa. Benda tu je la makan tapi alhamdulilah ramai cakap 'Dah nampak kecik sikit" and i was like so bangga rasa macam nak jalan macam miss universe HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. But then I m little bit regret la sebab I makan benda tu . I should avoid semua tu sebab kalau based on Diet Atkins you memang tak boleh makna benda tu . But then nantaklah sebab aku bukan buat diet atkins pun , aku buat diet ikut SUKA HATI AKU MUEHHHEHEHEHEHHE.

ok itu sahaja short entry untuk petang ni , walaupun tak de apa pun sangat share dekat sini . Insyaallah , lagi dua hari atau hujung minggu ni will update my progress .

Ma'salamah :)

The hectic sem

Hai , selamat petang semuanya.

Gila sumpah cakap sem ni macam nak mati aku punya jadual . Even ramai cakap aku punya schedule sem ni takde lah sepadat diorang but terasa la jugak busynya sebenar. Empat subject je sem ni tapi bagai nak rak jugak lah siapkan semua on the time.

So this sem aku ada subject which buat aku rasa serabut tiap tiap minggu . Public speaking which kill my confidence level and my peaceful week . Tiap tiap minggu mesti serabut buat outline bagai siap dengan preparation untuk present kat depan nanti . Tapi actually best la jugak kelas ni . heheheheh sebab sir yang ajar aku quite hensem plus cute sikit muehhheeeeeee.

Oh btw kali ni entry aku nak update sikit pasal something which buat aku bangga.

HEHEHHEHE , AKU DAH BERJAYA DIET DAN HARI NI MASUK HARI KE 22

YEAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Bagai nak rak la jugak diet sebab aku tinggal nasi , makan buah buahan je 24 jam . Minum air kosong smpai hantu dekat toilet dah jemu tengok aku ulang-alik je .


jadi harapnya berkekalan diet aku ni .


EAT CLEAN , STAY HEALTHY AND WORKOUT YOUR BODY !

Babai :)

SALAM RAMADHAN

Selamat berpuasa semua ,

semoga tahun ini dapat puasa mabrur

semoga diberkati

dan dirahmati

Puasa dah nak masuk ke lima hari

maksudnya lagi sembilan hari nak balik uia

nak nangis ke tak nak

entahlah

ok rasanya dah takde apa nak cakap

cuma rasa nak up entry kat blog je

walaupun readers empat lima orang je

hahahahhaha

good night

jangan lupa bangkit sahur :)

Stone Cold By Demi Lovato

Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor
Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Hmmmm

Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mend this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her, If happy is her
I'm happy for you

IIUM TAARUF THROWBACKK ! Part I

Hai , jenuh pikir apa nak update and then suddenly terpikir nak post pasal something yang memang dah lama dalam hati ni nak tulis tapi confirm confirm benda ni akan jadi panjang meleret dan buat orang menyampah nak baca termasuk aku bila nak baca balik hahahahha . Ok so nak simple kan cerita , malam ni ingat nak buat major throwback zaman mula mula masuk uia . Oh my , cakap macam aku dah tua , ye lah dah tua la kiranya sebab dah 19 , budak budak nak dapat result spm nak masuk u dah pun . Kira dah dekat setahun aku jadi budak u . So , kita mula dengan mula mula isi upu. 

Masa mula mula isi upu letak semua diploma dan kebanyakan upsi dengan tak silap uitm . Semua yang aku apply tu semua yang aku boleh kata so so  50-50 minat . Yang paling bawah sekali aku letak Uiam (Asasi Sains Kemanusiaan) dan aku pun tak tahu apa benda menatang course ni . Aku cuma letak last sekali sebab aku rasa macam nak letak last , dan macam 'wajib' letak dia last sekali . Lepastu , aku letak uia ni sebab aku rasa mcm gah la jugak nama uni ni sebab full name uni ni Universiti Antarabangsa Islam Malaysia dan aku rasa macam hebat ada perkataan "antarabangsa" kat situ . Macam tak logik kan ? hohoho . 

so lepas tunggu lama jugak upu process , ni dia hasilnya 

jeng jeng jeng

So itu dia , dapat uia . Menangis tak berlagu sebab ingatkan dapat la UPSI sebab memang pulun habis Diploma Bahasa Inggeris siap pergi dia punya interview ujian grammar semua bagai malangnya tak sangkut pulak . Ok move on takde rezeki la tu .

Pendaftaran untuk uia tak silap aku masa tu 30/05/2015 . Kalau tak silap la . Nak dijadikan cerita , aku punya tak nak masuk uia , aku buat perangai seminggu sebelum daftar uia . Aku langsung tak sentuh apa pun baju aku nak packing , buat dek je . Ingat lagi mama yang packing semua barang aku dua hari sebelum register . Hahahhahaha , kesian mama dapat anak dara macam aku punya manja nak mati dengan pemalasnya . Mama , la yang susah payah carikan kain putih tudung putih sebab student uia wajib pakai untuk sesi taaruf nanti . Thank you mama susah payah layan anak dara gedik ni.

So when the day comeeeeee

Ahlan wasahlan !

Registration Day

Yang ni tak silap aku masa nak hantar semua borang , dokumen dokumen apply biasiswa semua . Hari pertama dah pakai tudung putih kain putih .Baju tu semua sama sebab uia kasi dan kitaorng kena pakai tiga hari berturut turut taaruf . Ye ke ? aku pun tak ingat dah . Btw aku tak suka baju tu , aku nampak lagi gemuk kot huhuhuuhu

Mahallah Aisyah

SEEEE THAT S MY DORM CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?!

Well , mula mula terkejut beruk la jugak dapat dorm yang ini . Nampak memang lama and nampak scary creepy gila kan . Tapi nak bagitahu ni , ni la satu satunya peninggalan kenangan uia yang paling lama . Dorm ni takde problem pun , wifi jangan cakap la kemain laju nak mati . Bilik air je yang macam ermmm zaman kuno .Sekarang mahallah ni dah tutup dah , takde students duduk dah sebab nak bagi mahallah ni utk koleh university malaya pulak .  Tapi serious cakap mahallah ni bersih , cleaner buat kerja tip top tak macam mahallah yang baru ni . ermm ehem ehem 

Ok habis cerita pasal registration kita cerita pasal roomate pulak . Ni la semua roomate aku sampai sem sekarang . Cuma Hanan dengan mira je kena pindah bilik lain sebab mahallah office main random je pick . But still roomates dalam hati yo !

dari kiri : Mira , najihah gedik , Hanan , Intan and Hanis

erm , kulit bersih cerah tak macam sekarang hohohoho

masa kena beratur tengah panas , kitaorang ngelat duduk kehkehekehe

baju biru tengah tuuuu huhuhuuhu

Ada lagi sorang roomates nama dia Aimi tapi masa ni dia takde . So sorry aimi takde gambo ko untuk taaruf hahahhaha'

Nak bagitahu ni , uia punya taaruf la paling best ! Tak macam uitm sebab kitaorang punya orientasi islamik punya . Takde mcam uni lain kena bangkit awal kalau tak kena marah dengan kakak fasi ke apa , kitoarang punya activity orientasi kena dengar talk , talk , dan talk . Paling penting kena hafal lagu iium . Tu je tak penat pun . Ada yang lek lek je ngelat pun ada sebab bukan diorang buat sportcheck pun so enjoyyy .

Dua hari lepas taaruf dapat la matric card . Erm jangan gelak k 

Sazuani hoohohoho

Saje masa isi nama dalam borang matric card nak nama sazuani supaya lembut sikit . Serious kalau orang panggil aku najihah automatik aku jadi kasar , tegas . Bila sazuani , jadi lembut lagi lagi kalu orag panggil 'wani' . Tapi tak semua orang panggil sazuani , semua panggil najihah . Roomates je panggil wani huuhhuhuu

So tu je kot throwback taaruf part one . Insyaallah throwback part dua esok sambung . Selamat malam , laila saidah :). 

Hello March !

Dear blog , i m sorry that lately i was too busy with my uni's life and i don t have enough time to post anything here . I do admit , i miss to write something here as my passion is writing . I thought i could express all my feelings here and write it but unfortunately i m too busy .

So , to redeem all the sins towards you my dear blog , i will share something with you today . 

I love teaching and i can t deny that . Grown up with background of family that mostly "teachers" and that make me fall in love with that career . People said nothing special being a teacher as the salary not so worth and they have to do so many stuffs . Yeah , you can said that , but i m still with my decision to be a teacher . Bear in mind , not all people are happy with what they do right now . Same goes to me , i m not happy at all to do this course , study at iium and i m never wish be their student . But , that's the last option that I have after i have been rejected by ipg . I do admit till now i m still aggrieved because of that .

Orang melayu cakap 'kita hanya mampu merancang , Allah yang menentukan' and I agree with that . I m start to love my course right now although sometimes "meroyan" dalam twitter sebab rindu cita cita masa kecik dan rasa menyesal la jugak tak sambung education . But somehow , you should realise that you should be grateful with what you have . Bersyukur sebab ada orang lain beria nak masuk iium , tapi tak dapat . Ada yang lagi nasib malang , langsung tak dapat peluang nak sambung belajar . So , do learn how to say "ALHAMDULILAH"

Perhaps , i m here because of my jodoh dekat sini ke , atau mana la tahu iium terbuka hati nak ambik i jadi lecturer ke hehehehehhe . Kita tak tahu kan ? Allah tahu apa yang terbaik dan hanya mampu berharap semua yang ditentukan Allah adalah perancangan yang terbaik , Insyaallah amin.


selamat malam , entry baru insyaallah update esok .