This is the sixth day , i suffering for fever but I think i'm getting well then yesterday . So , tonight i think it would be nice if i post something that i think the worst thing ever.
Yes , aku kena demam yang agak teruk and suhu dia pun dah boleh mati la orang kata. So , i will start by tulis semua balik beserta tarikh and what had happened on that day .
Monday-28/11/2016
Pagi tu aku sihat je lagi . Tapi I keep on sneezing but i dont take any medicine pun . Just ingatkan resdung . But this time , bersin dia lain macam and boleh kata setiap minit bersin saje . Tapi , aku buat bodoh . Masih boleh pagi tu cuci sangkar kucing , mandikan kucing , masak untuk mama sebab mama tak larat pagi tu , kemas rumah semua .
Petang
I started to feel that i need to take flu pills . Makan satu pills and around 8 , i dah tido . Terjaga pukul 10 and sembahyang isyak . Masa ambik wudhuk , air sejuk sangat bila kena tangan , kaki and lagi lagi muka . My face rasa panas sangat lagi lagi dekat area mata and hidung but i thought takde apa . so back to my room , selimutkan badan sebab sejuk sangat . But then , i cant sleep . My body started to shivering and i can feel my tangan , kaki panas macam haba . I ingat badan i keluarkan haba sebab suasana sejuk . Keluar bilik , and i said to my dad rasa macam badan tak sihat . Dia carikan panadol and i sleep .
1.30 A.M.
Terjaga and dahaga sangat . and it keep repeating until 5 pagi . EVERY HOURS I BANGUN CARI AIR .
Tuesday-29/11/2016
Subuh
I was crying because it was too cold . datang bilik mama and said i demam .
The worst subuh prayer ever i ever performed . Dia punya sejuk air wudhuk sampai rasa tak tahulah nak cakap apa . My body so weak , the weather is killing me. Sembahyang subuh dalam keadaan terketar ketar and i can remembered that bila sujud i tak boleh nak bangun balik , sebab badan dan kepala berat sangat .
Morning before 2PM
Baring dalam bilik , and tutup semua badan dengan blanket . but it was too cold jugak . Makan panadol but it didnt work at all
2PM
Pergi klinik , take the blood test see the doctor
suhu :39.3c
I was suspected denggi
Wednesday - 30/11/2016
My fever tak jugak kebah .
Pergi klinik that pagi
suhu :38
blood test again
My platelet and darah putih drop badly
Night
that night was terribble . I mimpi bukan bukan . That demam teruk sangat , kepala berat sangat , selsema buat hidung i block and the worst one the coldness . panas badan i sangat la panas sampai my mom said my dada , mata muka turned red . She's almost call the ambulances that night when she saw me bergelut macam nak mati dah . She take care me well that night . she s crying . i bernafas guna mulut , it was worse . Two panadols langsung tak beri kesan
Thursday-1/12/2016
Mama called someone around my house . Cik mas nama dia . and she did 'tetemas' . it was like traditional perubatan . macam check if i demam sebab ada benda kacau or ngikut . and cik mas said something ada around me and tegur i . Maybe mungkin masa i cuci sangkar kat belakang . perhaps
tengahari
pergi klinik and still the same .
platelet jatuh and darah putih tetap jatuh
suhu :37.3
Friday-2/12/2016
Rasa dah ok sikit . Setelah malam tadi berbotol botol air badak , cool fever dan sebagainya hahahhaha. But pening pening sikit
Tak ambik darah dah .
And today , I rasa i dah sihat but ada la batuk batuk and selsema sikit . Tapi rasa lemah sikit badan .
so the conclusion is sakit datang dari Allah dan kita cuma perlu redho dengan apa yang diberi . Ada yang kata jiha sakit sebab kena tegur , but then sebenarnya sakit ni peringatan dari Allah . I just cant accept orang cakap macam tu . Dah memang tiba masa nak sakit lepas dah bape lama tak sakit .
so that's all . Babai
ma salamah
Najihah Sazuani
