NEW YEAR NEW ME (YE KE)

Hello everyone !!!!!

Ewah ewah it's been a long time ago tak update anything here. The super duper busy and did not have time to update anything lagi buat lupa terus blog ni.

Btw, no new updates pun just nak wish HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone !! and boleh la every year new year new me (konon) walhal i pun tak de apa nak diwish utk tahun ni. Tapi cuma berharap this year will be the year of stress free (hopefully amin!) and semoga setiap pagi bangun masih ada niat untuk tambahkan amal ibadat dan pikir apa nak buat untuk benefitkan orang lain selagi masih terdaya (amin ! insyallah)

So basically, I am in third year first semester, and the degree life jadi makin busy and memenatkan dan susah ! Tapi hrapnya everything will be fine.

Oklah that's it. So many things to be settled, catch u later !

Grateful

Hai, it's been a long time tak update apa apa kat sini and sekarang ni tgh musim cuti semester. Alhamdulilah for another great days to stay home with my lovely family. Last entry, aku update pasal betapa stressnya aku belajar last minute but alhamdulilah I still managed to pass all the papers with quite good result and YES IM DEAN'S LIST !!Alhamdulilah, indeed He is Al-Wadud, bestower that never let his servant down. So, that's was pretty amazing for me because I was never expected for that. Tapi papepun alhamdulilah aku masih mengekalkan momentum dari zaman asasi :)


Betul kata Dr Nadia:

"Study because it is one of the act of ibadah, and insyallah hardship will be ease" . I dont have any specific tips but I usually pasang niat macam ni sebelum start belajar or sebelum pergi kelas. Insyallah tak de rasa malas nak belajar and senang je paham apa lecturer ajar walaupun last minute bukak buku :)))


So, that's all.

Ma salamah,
Najihah Sazuani Rosli

HECTIC DAY !!

Hai , Assalamualaikum 


It's been a while , tak post anything here . Btw im quite busy and ni pun curi masa untuk post something new on my blog . Life degree is so tough , and Im dying everyday ... So many assignment and ofc so many meeting to attend !! Gosh , kepala rasa nak pecah . 

Insyaallah , next post im going to upload about degree life . Sokey , tecer jiha kuat !

Ma Salamah ,

Najihah Sazuani :)

The worst pain ever

Hello guys .

This is the sixth day , i suffering for fever but I think i'm getting well then yesterday . So , tonight i think it would be nice if i post something that i think the worst thing ever.

Yes , aku kena demam yang agak teruk and suhu dia pun dah boleh mati la orang kata. So , i will start by tulis semua balik beserta tarikh and what had happened on that day .

Monday-28/11/2016

Pagi tu aku sihat je lagi . Tapi I keep on sneezing but i dont take any medicine pun . Just ingatkan resdung . But this time , bersin dia lain macam and boleh kata setiap minit bersin saje . Tapi , aku buat bodoh . Masih boleh pagi tu cuci sangkar kucing , mandikan kucing , masak untuk mama sebab mama tak larat pagi tu , kemas rumah semua . 

Petang

I started to feel that i need to take flu pills . Makan satu pills and around 8 , i dah tido . Terjaga pukul 10 and sembahyang isyak . Masa ambik wudhuk , air sejuk sangat bila kena tangan , kaki and lagi lagi muka . My face rasa panas sangat lagi lagi dekat area mata and hidung but i thought takde apa . so back to my room , selimutkan badan sebab sejuk sangat . But then , i cant sleep . My body started to shivering and i can feel my tangan  , kaki panas macam haba . I ingat badan i keluarkan haba sebab suasana sejuk . Keluar bilik , and i said to my dad rasa macam badan tak sihat . Dia carikan panadol and i sleep .

1.30 A.M.

Terjaga and dahaga sangat . and it keep repeating until 5 pagi . EVERY HOURS I BANGUN CARI AIR . 

Tuesday-29/11/2016

Subuh

I was crying because it was too cold . datang bilik mama and said i demam . 

The worst subuh prayer ever i ever performed . Dia punya sejuk air wudhuk sampai rasa tak tahulah nak cakap apa . My body so weak , the weather is killing me. Sembahyang subuh dalam keadaan terketar ketar and i can remembered that bila sujud i tak boleh nak bangun balik , sebab badan dan kepala berat sangat . 

Morning before 2PM

Baring dalam bilik ,  and tutup semua badan dengan blanket . but it was too cold jugak . Makan panadol but it didnt work at all

2PM 

Pergi klinik , take the blood test see the doctor

suhu :39.3c

I was suspected denggi

Wednesday - 30/11/2016

My fever tak jugak kebah . 

Pergi klinik that pagi

suhu :38

blood test again

My platelet and darah putih drop badly

Night

that night was terribble . I mimpi bukan bukan . That demam teruk sangat , kepala berat sangat , selsema buat hidung i block and the worst one the coldness . panas badan i sangat la panas sampai my mom said my dada , mata muka turned red . She's almost call the ambulances that night when she saw me bergelut macam nak mati dah . She take care me well that night . she s crying . i bernafas guna mulut , it was worse . Two panadols langsung tak beri kesan

Thursday-1/12/2016

Mama called someone around my house . Cik mas nama dia . and she did 'tetemas' . it was like traditional perubatan . macam check  if i demam sebab ada benda kacau or ngikut . and cik mas said something ada around me and tegur i . Maybe mungkin masa i cuci sangkar kat belakang . perhaps

tengahari

pergi klinik and still the same .

platelet jatuh and darah putih tetap jatuh 

suhu :37.3 

Friday-2/12/2016

Rasa dah ok sikit . Setelah malam tadi berbotol botol air badak , cool fever dan sebagainya hahahhaha. But pening pening sikit

Tak ambik darah dah .

And today , I rasa i dah sihat but ada la batuk batuk and selsema sikit . Tapi rasa lemah sikit badan .

so the conclusion is sakit datang dari Allah dan kita cuma perlu redho dengan apa yang diberi . Ada yang kata jiha sakit sebab kena tegur , but then sebenarnya sakit ni peringatan dari Allah . I just cant accept orang cakap macam tu . Dah memang tiba masa nak sakit lepas dah bape lama tak sakit .

so that's all . Babai

ma salamah

Najihah Sazuani

Grateful

Alhamdulilah

All praise to Allah

For this chance

to let me able to seek knowledge

to learn more

to understand better

to know that everything comes from Him

so that I know how to be grateful when I achieved something.

Alhamdulilah

There no words that I can describe how I felt

when I knew that I am near to fail

but then you help me

by letting me pass

without your 'will' and 'love' towards me

I will fail

Alhamdulilah

for everything you gave

Rabbi , Merciful

My gratitude towards you is not enough through words

only you know how I felt

Alhamdulilah

Ya Rahman

Ya Rahim

You placed me in this place

which turn me

which make me realize

which give hand to me

to know more about you

more and more

Allah

Ya Muhaimin

Ya Wahhab

Don't let me fall

Don't let me go beyond the wall

Don't let me cross the roads alone

Do guide me

because this world is Yours

and I need you

to always be there .

Wondering

Hai , everybody.

Well , it's raining outside and yes my mood for blogging malam ni datang awal pulak . Biasanya entry blog selalu tgh malam , tapi tiba tiba pulak kali ni awal pulak . So , kali ni entry takde pasal sharing any new news but malam ni im just want to share what i have been wondering these few days . 

 I have been wondering a lot of things which I can t get any relevant answer from my friends and yeah from my mom too . I dont know whether i don t agree with their answer or opinion or im just too young to think about this . But I think , I m already 19 and I deserved to know about this or I can say that "I m ready for this".

I have been thinking some questions and I would like to post it here .

So i have been thinking -

-Why that people said being second wife is like you 'hancurkan kebahagiaan rumahtangga orang"and you 'pompuan jahat'

-Adakah kita gatal kalau kita yang mula first step untuk bercinta ?

-Kenapa orang suka bash perempuan makeup 

-Kenapa lelaki hensem selalu end up dengan perempuan tak lawa

-Kenapa mesti belajar something or ambik course something yang jamin kerja ? kenapa bukan sebab niat kita yang memang nak belajar benda tu ?

Jadi i rasa ,  i should pikir something yang benefit mcam pasal agama ke politik ke agama ke rather than semua benda merapu ni . 

Ma salamah :)

#iWaniYou

Drama : Sufism

Assalamualaikum :)

Hai and hello to everyone . So yesterday , check page view untuk talk show meletop and alhamdulilah , I was so happy+excited sebab pageview entry lepas sampai 40 something . Thank you silent readers sebab larat baca benda meleret leret hahahahah.

So tonight , ada mood nak bukak laptop nak update blog plus entry lepas dah janji nak update sufism. Overall boleh cakap , task ni agak susah sebab rasanya group kami paling susah tajuk sir asyraf kasi. Sufism basically ada kaitan dengan agama , which mostly berkait rapat dengan manusia yang obses dgn agama and dia detach which mean dia jauhkan diri dari duniawi and tumpukan 100 percent pada kehidupan lepas mati . Usually sufism bawa maksud yang agak extreme . Correct me if i'm wrong sebab aku pun tak tahu sangat benda ni . Inipun dari hasil google and member member.

But Alhamudlilah , sir tak nak kami buat something yang berkaitan agama but benda lain . Susah nak terang part ni , sebab tbvh sampai sekarang tak dapat dapat pham apa itu sufism huhuhuhuhu.

Jadi , this task aku , azi and fatin masih bersama kahakahakaha. Tak tahu kenapa mungkin sebab kami sama sama budak baru so sebab tu kot digandingkan bersama . idk . Kali ni group dengan semua girl which make everything easy untuk buat kerja :)

Task kali ni memang agak susah , which kitaorang took almost four to five days nak discuss , setup semua benda and prop . Tapi , Allah permudahkan kerja kitaorang bila Azi start tunjuk video imam al-ghazali yang memang deep . Ingat nak kongsi dekat sini tapi lupa plak nak mintak kat azi .

Dalam video tu ada cakap , tentang empat perkara which someone kena eliminate kalau nak sucikan hati jadi baik which are

1.Conformism

2.Sin

3.Wealth

4.and the last one tak ingat 

So ,i think itu saje untuk entry kali ni . Nak explain drama ni agak susah and that's make me blank . Last but not least , i was so grateful to be one of the members of this group sebab this group memang kaki gossip which memang best+diorang suka makan jugak ahhahahaha . Thank you korang , see u in gombak and do forgive me in case ada terlepas cakap atau terkasar bahasa .Well done for this group sebab kerja laju and tak bertangguh plus all the girls in this group cantik hehehhe. 

last but not least , sesi payung gambar :)

 Diana 

She is so nice plus she looks so sweet when she was smiling . Dia akan senyum lebau tayang gigi . Thank you yana , your cheese cake sedap tau hehehe

Asyikin Wahid

This girl memang very polite , lemah lembut and plus she is so cute . Teringat part dia joget untuk scene dalam pub hahahahahahahah :)

Fatin+Elyia

Yang ni memang kaki gelak je all the time . Terhibur sebab dua manusia ni la . Thanks for cheer up everything babe :)

Enjay 

Share the same name , share the same birthday with me hehehehe . Ni tukang penggerak group , idk kalau takde dia kitaorang memang tak gerak apa pun satu kerja group . Thanks enjay <3

+Azi 

Azi takde gambar kau . So malas nak tulis apa apa pasal kau kahakahaakah.

Without Azi

 With Azi 

 The whole class :)

 +few of my classmates

Najmina yang cute+sweet . 

Btw group dia present drama "oriental". This is najmina yang sangat friendly , talkative and dia single.

 Zul 

My fav person in class . Gandingan meletop haritu buat kitaorang rapat . Zul present drama for Apocalypse . 

Hanna and me . 

Hanna agak garang muka dia , but tbvh dia baik and know what dia lembut actually :) Hanna present untuk gothic and yes group dia paling best bagi aku .

Thank you and babai .

Ma salamah :)

#iWaniYou